THE CRITICAL ELEMENT
Issue #3                                        21-February, 1990

     Recently,  for a period of many days, I had a chance  to  be 
alone with myself.  I was alone and isolated from all that I  had 
known  earlier in the year.  I was separated from  the  Christian 
friends  that  I  had  made at Tech.  I was  alone  with  my  own 
thoughts, my own desires, and my own dreams.  During this  period 
of time, I began to figure out who I truly was.  I was not a  man 
"on  fire"  for God.  I was not a man who constantly  sought  the 
face  of  God.  Oh, I still knew that I was a Christian  and  was 
confident of my salvation, but I had unfortunately left my  first 
love.

     During the past year, I was active in a Christian  organiza
tion here on campus.  I attended our weekly meetings and went  to 
a  Bible  study every week.  I even went to  a  few  conferences, 
hosted by our organization, where I shared my faith with  several 
people.   I had surrounded myself with Christian friends and  had 
drifted away from my non-believing associates.  I had become part 
of the Christian crowd.

     I am including all this not to boast or to deface the  great 
value of Christian fellowship.  I am including  this to make  one 
point.  Doing Christian things had become the "in" thing for  me.  
Just  as teenagers sometimes do drugs to be popular  among  their 
peers, I was doing Christian things to be popular with my  circle 
of friends.  Although I did have God's interests in mind often, I 
was  just as often doing these things to serve my own  interests.  
I  thought that by doing the things of God that  my  relationship 
with  Him would be improved.  I was not in love with God.  I  was 
only playing a game.

     I  then knew that, although I had made Jesus my  savior,  He 
was not my Lord.  I had all the characteristics that are  usually 
associated  with the lost.  I was bitter, depressed, proud,  con
fused,  worried, discouraged, and aimless.  I had not  lost  God, 
but  I had dethroned Him from His rightful place in my  life.   I 
began to realize that to obtain true happiness, I must allow  God 
to control my life.
     
     At  first I thought to give God control meant to do all  the 
right  things and to try my best to live up to His standards.   I 
then realized that on my own power I would be a great failure  at 
doing  the  things  of righteousness.  Only a  furthering  of  my 
personal  relationship with God would improve my condition.  Mat
thew  7:22-23  states, "Many will say to Me on that  day,  'Lord, 
Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name  perform 
many  miracles?'  And then I will declare to them, 'I never  knew 
you;  Depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness."  It  is  the 
true  desire of God to have a deep and loving  relationship  with 
each  of us.  God truly wants to be our best friend and our  con
stant  companion.  He doesn't want to be someone we greet at  the 
door  of  the church once or twice a week.  He wants to  have  an 
intimate relationship with each of us.

     The  first section (Matt 5:3-12) of Christ's "Sermon on  the 
Mount  of  Olives"  is referred to as  "The  Beatitudes."   These 
describe  in beautiful and encouraging detail the development  of 
an intimate relationship with God.  In each passage, Christ gives 
a characteristic of someone seeking this kind of relationship and 
promises a specific blessing for each one.

     "Blessed  are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the  kingdom 
of  heaven."   The idea of poor in spirit can be  illustrated  in 
Luke 18:10-14.   Paraphrasing, this passage contrasts the  prayer 
of a prideful man with that of a humble man.  Christ states  that 
the  humble man was the greater because "he who  humbles  himself 
shall be exalted."  This idea of humility over pride can  further 
be  seen in James 4:6.  "God is opposed to the proud,  but  gives 
grace  to the humble."  God desires that we humble  ourselves  in 
His presence and acknowledge His power.  He desires that we  view 
ourselves  for who we truly are, recognizing our  weaknesses,  as 
well as, our strengths.  We cannot enter into a meaningful  rela
tionship  with  the  Lord if we pridefully take  credit  for  the 
things that He does in our lives.  

     "Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be  comforted."  
In James 4:9-10, the author associates the idea of mourning  with 
humility.  "Be miserable and mourn and weep; let your laughter be 
turned  into mourning, and your joy to gloom.  Humble  yourselves 
in  the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you."  I  believe 
here that mourning means to express sorrow unto the Lord for your 
sins.   This would tie in with the above passage from Luke.   God 
cannot stomach the sight of sin.  Therefore, when we approach God 
to  further our relationship he cannot permit it unless we  mourn 
over our sins.  1 John 1:9 says,  "If we confess our sins, He  is 
faithful  and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse  us 
from  all  unrighteousness."  In this manner,  "being  comforted" 
embraces the idea of being cleansed from our sins.

     "Blessed are the gentle, (or humble, or meek) for they shall 
inherit  the  earth."  Titus 3:1-2 says, "Remind them. .  .to  be 
ready for every good deed, to malign no one, to be uncontentious, 
gentle, showing every consideration for all men."  I believe that 
this  is  the  result of the previous two steps.   Once  we  have 
humbled ourselves in the sight of God and asked for  forgiveness, 
our  hearts become gentle.  In a manner of speaking,  our  hearts 
become conformed to that of Christ.

     "Blessed  are those who hunger and thirst  after  righteous
ness,  for they shall be satisfied."  Continually seeking  to  do 
the  will  of  God is the idea of this  verse.   Matthew  6:19-34 
speaks  of wealth and material possessions.  In verse  33  Christ 
says, "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness; and  all 
these  things shall be added to you."  If the ideas of these  two 
verses  are  combined, we can see that the man who  searches  for 
righteousness  will  not  only  find it  but  will  find  himself 
wealthy.  Perhaps this wealth will not be monetary or material in 
form,  but  in the peace and confidence of a  close  relationship 
with God.  In this manner, we are to pursue our relationship with 
Him,  as  if He were our only food and our only  drink.   Through 
this kind of quest, we can find satisfaction.

     "Blessed  are the merciful, for they shall  receive  mercy."  
The whole idea of mercy incorporates compassion, forgiveness, and 
lovingkindness.   In Colossians 3:12 Paul urges us to put on  the 
new  man and "put on a heart of compassion,  kindness,  humility, 
and  patience."   If you have this spirit of compassion  and  you 
"forgive men for their transgressions, your heavenly Father  will 
also  forgive you," (Matt 6:14).  When we seek after God  in  the 
manner mentioned above, our hearts become even more conformed  to 
that  of Christ.  By this I mean, we become merciful and  compas
sionate towards all men.  It is God's mercy that allows us to  be 
children  in  His  name.  It is this same spirit  of  mercy  that 
Christ is teaching us to live by.  This lesson is also illustrat
ed in Matthew 18:21-35. 

     "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God."  We 
can  think of a relationship with God as a fire.  Our hearts  can 
be  thought of as gold that is full of impurities.  When we  move 
closer to God, the flame purifies our hearts of our own will  and 
our  own desire.  This is the result of continually  seeking  God 
and being cleansed from sin as has been described in the previous 
paragraphs.  Once we have achieved this, we are ready to move  on 
to the next step.

     "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called  sons 
of  God."  1 Peter 3:8-9 states, "let all be  harmonious,  sympa
thetic, brotherly, kindhearted, and humble in spirit; not return
ing  evil for evil, or insult for insult, but giving  a  blessing 
instead; for you were called for the very purpose that you  might 
inherit a blessing."  A peacemaker is someone who takes a hostile 
situation  and turns it into one of trust.  I believe  here  that 
Christ was calling one who reaches out to others in love a peace
maker.   Someone who is faithful to reach out to his  fellow  man 
and  tell  him about the glory of Christ is someone  who  can  be 
called  a son of God.  Notice where this passage lies in  respect 
to the others.  Does this say anything about what must preceed an 
act of witnessing?  I think so.

     "Blessed are those who have been persecuted for the sake  of 
righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.  Blessed  are 
you  when  men  cast insults at you, and say all  kinds  of  evil 
against you falsely, on account of Me."  In 2 Cor. 11:23-27, Paul 
speaks  of the incredible trials and dangers he has  endured  for 
the  sake of Christ.  Yet Paul is one of the  most  inspirational 
and  encouraging figures in the New Testament.  God uses Paul  to 
write  much of His word, establish churches, and to bring  count
less souls into the kingdom.  If we truly pursue what is laid out 
for  us in these passages, we can expect to be persecuted by  the 
world.   We may never be persecuted to the extent that Paul  was, 
but we still will endure some of it.  By the grace of God we  are 
blessed for this and are even promised the kingdom of heaven.

     Please notice that Christ does not tell us to always be busy 
with the things of God.  While doing the things of God is  impor
tant, I do not believe that we should over-burden ourselves  with 
the  task.  If we continually keep ourselves occupied and do  not 
wait  patiently before the Lord, can we truly have a  deep  rela
tionship with Him?  What God truly desires is for us to know  and 
love  Him.  We need not overly-concern ourselves with the  things 
of  God.  If God needs something to be done, don't you  think  it 
will  get  done?  Are any of us so vital in God's  plan  that  He 
cannot  do  without us?  Isn't that thinking a  little  prideful?  
God  wants to be wanted by us, not for us to busy ourselves  with 
His work.  When we are in a truly loving and longing relationship 
with Him, the fruits will come.

     I am not trying to tell you to give up your Christian activ
ities.   I  do want you to think about what you  are  doing  now.  
Determine if you are putting God's activities before God Himself.  
Please do not let yourself be caught like I was.  For I was doing 
all  the Godly things and yet I was not in love with Him.   Don't 
let Satan fool you into believing that you need to be continually 
busy  doing the things of God.  God desires to know us and to  be 
loved by us.

     I will close this message with a quotation from A.W.  Tozer.  
It is in the form of a prayer; I hope that it will be yours.   "O 
God, I have tasted Thy goodness, and it has both satisfied me and 
made me thirsty for more.  I am painfully conscious of my need of 
further  grace.  I am ashamed of my lack of desire.  O  God,  the 
Triune  God, I want to want Thee; I long to be made more  thirsty 
still.   Show me Thy glory, I pray Thee, that so I may know  Thee 
indeed.  Begin in mercy a new work of love within me.  Say to  my 
soul, 'Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.'  Then  give 
me grace to rise and follow Thee up from this misty lowland where 
I have wandered so long.  In Jesus' Name, Amen."

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