THE CRITICAL ELEMENT
Issue #9                                         22-January, 1991

     At  the same time as I was putting the finishing touches  on 
issue  8, I was dealing with the subject of personal  evangelism.  
I  had not shared my faith in far too long so I decided  that  it 
was  time  to stop talking about my faith and  start  walking  by 
faith.  I wasn't able to concentrate at my apartment, so I decid
ed  to  go  to one of my favorite places to be  alone  with  God.  
Unfortunately, or so I thought, someone else had also chosen that 
place to be alone.

     She  looked  to be quite lonely and  somewhat  depressed  so 
after  a quick prayer I drug my reluctant body over to where  she 
stood  and  asked if I could help her.  Slowly I brought  up  the 
subject of God and quickly realized that she was already a Chris
tian.   Our  conversation went on for several hours and  I  could 
tell she was becoming interested in me as being more than just  a 
friend.  After we had been out a handful of times, I began to  be 
interested  in her as being more than just a friend.  I had  been 
praying  all along that nothing would happen between us that  was 
not  God's will and that I would have wisdom to guide  the  rela
tionship as a true man of God should.  Unlike a true man of  God, 
I was not patient enough to wait for an answer.

     It  wasn't until the middle of December when I realized  how 
compromised I had become.  I had entered into a relationship with 
someone  who did not love God as I do.  To say that we  were  un
equally  yoked  would be a grave understatement.   She  does  not 
believe in many things that I hold to be the bedrock of my faith.  
She  made me question what I believe (which was good),  but  even 
though my beliefs were becoming surer, I was letting their  value 
diminish.   I  could see a world of spiritual  potential  in  her 
eyes, but doubted its fulfillment.  Even though I knew that being 
in a relationship with her was completely out of phase with  what 
God wanted, I still held on.  Even though I knew that a  lifetime 
with  her would mean trivializing the things of God, I  seriously 
considered that option to be worthwhile.

     Fortunately,  she  began to exhibit personality  flaws  that 
made  her  company unbearable.  It is only at this point  that  I 
said no more.  Now that it is over I realize that it is not  only 
vital  to know what it is you believe and to be sure about  those 
beliefs, but to be earnestly and consistently dedicated to seeing 
those beliefs realized in your life.  For what is better,  think
ing  something is true, knowing something is true, or being  able 
to prove it in the power of the Holy Spirit?

     "Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine, and  acts 
upon  them,  may be compared to a wise man, who built  his  house 
upon the rock.  And the rains descended, and the floods came, and 
the winds blew, and burst against that house; and yet it did  not 
fall,  for it had been founded upon the rock.  And  everyone  who 
hears  these words of Mine, and does not act upon them,  will  be 
like  a foolish man, who built his house upon the sand.  And  the 
rain  descended,  and the floods came, and the  winds  blew,  and 
burst  against that house; and it fell, and great was its  fall," 
(Matt. 7:24-27).

     In this present time very few people build their own houses.  
Contractors,  hired by land developers, build houses to  sell  to 
third  parties.  Likewise very few people today build  their  own 
spiritual house.  For the most part we buy into what our  church, 
parents,  or friends think about God without looking  and  asking 
for ourselves.

     Many churches, even in this area, are just small  businesses 
which provide entertainment or a conscious appeaser a few times a 
week.   Many  of our friends go to the same  churches,  and  many 
parents  aren't concerned with or don't have time to think  about 
the  spiritual welfare of their children.  Many people today  who 
attend  church  regularly  (which of course  does  not  guarantee 
salvation) have a basketful of half formed, unfounded ideas about 
who  God is.  Since their church and friends are all in the  same 
boat,  they  just  assume that there is  nothing  greater  to  be 
achieved.   I'm afraid that many of us are guilty  of  worshiping 
that which we do not know.  Just like the house upon the sand,  a 
prefabricated package of doctrine will fall in the mildest storm.

     Paul,  in  his second inspirational letter to  his  disciple 
Timothy,  charged him to "suffer hardship with [him], as  a  good 
soldier  of  Christ  Jesus," (2 Tim. 2:3).  If  an  ill  prepared 
soldier  faces  the enemy in a half hearted manner he  will  most 
likely be killed.  Similarly, "a soldier of Christ" who tries  to 
go though life without letting God lead him will most likely find 
himself as not having much of a life at all.  However the soldier 
of  Christ who is firmly planted in the word of God, watered  and 
nourished  by  a walking relationship with the Holy  Spirit  will 
always emerge from his battle victorious.

     Perhaps,  and even hopefully I am wrong, but I am  beginning 
to  see hard times ahead for the church on the global,  national, 
and  even  individual level.  I believe there will someday  be  a 
time  when  it will no longer be acceptable to  be  a  Christian.  
There  is  going to come a day when we will have to make  a  con
scious decision whether we will or will not stand for what is the 
truth.  "Realize this, that in the last days difficult times will 
come.   For  men will be lovers of self. .  .lovers  of  pleasure 
rather  than lovers of God; holding to a form of  godliness,  al
though they have denied its power," (2 Tim. 3:1-5).

     Are the storms coming?  Are we going to just hold on to some 
prefabricated, watered down version of godliness, or are we going 
to  be soldiers of Christ Jesus?  I know very little, but this  I 
do  know.  "It is a trustworthy statement:  For if we  died  with 
Him,  we  shall also live with Him; If we endure, we  shall  also 
reign  with Him; If we deny Him, He also will deny us; If we  are 
faithless,  He remains faithful; for He cannot deny Himself,"  (2 
Tim. 2:11-13).

     Dear friend I don't write these letters because I get  bored 
easily  or because I don't have anything else to do.  I write  to 
you  because I am concerned about you.  I want you to be full  of 
the  joy, peace, and confidence that comes from knowing  God.   I 
don't  want  to see you settle for anything less.  The  world  is 
full  of mediocrity.  The world is full of people who have  ideas 
about God.  When you have the opportunity to live in the  kingdom 
of  God,  when you have the opportunity to pray  and  communicate 
with  God, when you have the opportunity to read and learn  about 
God, when you have the opportunity to be used of God why not take 
it?  Is there any good reason?  Is there any reason at all?

     Today my friend.  Today my brother.  Today my sister,  won't 
you  start making that continuing decision to serve  God?   Won't 
you start to become founded in your beliefs, building your  house 
upon the rock?  Won't you start living your life in all integrity 
and  godliness?  Oh, how I pray that you would.  Oh, how  I  pray 
that we will do it together.
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