Lessons:  Exod. 23:1-3, 31-33                          S-123
          John 8:21-29
          AC 139





                    BEING ALONE WITH THE LORD

       A sermon by the Rev. Lawson M. Smith.  May 22, 1988



And Jehovah God said, "It is not good that the man should be 
alone." (Gen. 2:18) 

Loneliness is a widespread problem in America today.  In  earlier
eras, extended families lived together or near each other.  
Parents and grandparents offered support and continuity, older 
people lived in the care of their children and grandchildren, and 
unmarried people enjoyed the sphere of their parents, brothers and 
sisters.  As even the nuclear families break down, single parents 
and the children of divorce find themselves alone a lot of the 
time.  
Mass education, entertainment and other services do not  alleviate
but often intensify the sense of loneliness, compared  with the
days when relationships were closer and more intimate  because the
scale was smaller. 
People often fear to be alone.  Habitually we switch on the  radio
as soon as we get into the car, or the TV if we're in the  house
alone, just for company.  People eat out rather than in the 
privacy of home more and more.  Often we are not very comfortable 
being alone with time to reflect on our lives or our recent 
experiences, so we turn to one of the many distractions available. 

What does the Word teach about being alone?  On one hand, we  are
created to be of service to others.  Love to the neighbor is  one
of the highest loves.  It is the truly human state to care for 
others.  Yet there is a sense in which it is good to be alone with 
the Lord.  Such states are necessary for spiritual life.  If men 
gave themselves a little more time and mental focus on being alone 
with the Lord, it might even ease some of the isolation many feel. 
 How does this fit with an active life of love to the neighbor?  
The Writings speak clearly against the monastic ideal of  isolation
from the world.  "To receive the life of heaven," we are  taught,
"a man must live in the world and engage in the duties and 
employments there, and by means of a moral and civil life receive 
the spiritual life.  In no other way can the spiritual life be 
formed with man, or his spirit be prepared for heaven; for to live 
an internal life [of prayers and meditation on the Word] and not 
at the same time an external life is like dwelling in a house that 
has no foundation, that gradually sinks or becomes cracked and 
rent asunder, or totters till it falls." (HH 528) 
When Jesus prayed for His disciples as He was about to depart  from
the world, He said, "I have given them Your Word; and the  world
has hated them because they are not of the world, just as I  am not
of the world.  [Nevertheless,] I do not pray that You  should take
them out of the world, but that You should keep them  from evil. 
They are not of the world.  Sanctify them by Your  truth.  Your
Word is truth.  As You sent Me into the world, I also  have sent
them into the world." (John 17:14-18) 
The Lord sends us into the world, but we are not to be  worldly. 
We are to be sanctified, to have our lives purified, by  the truth
of His Word, as we live in the world. 
One way this idea is expressed in the Old Testament is by the 
familiar words, "You shall not follow a multitude to do evil."  
The whole passage reads, "You shall not circulate a false report. 
 Do not put your hand with the wicked to be a witness in support of 
violence.  You shall not follow a crowd to do evil; nor shall you 
testify in a dispute so as to turn aside after many to pervert 
justice.  You shall not show partiality to a poor man in his 
dispute." (Exodus 23:1-3) 
The spiritual sense of this passage fits closely with the  letter. 
"Not to circulate a false report" is not to listen to  false
values.  "Not putting our hand with the wicked" means not  obeying
feelings of malice, which would lead us to affirm things  contrary
to charity--"to be a witness in support of violence."   "Not
testifying in a dispute to pervert justice" means not  associating
with people who by twisted logic turn good things into  bad things
and truths into falsities, and vice versa--who make  evil things
seem allowable and good, and false things true.  And  "not to show
partiality to a poor man" is not to favor the false  views of
people who are ignorant, just because they are ignorant.   (AC
9247-9253) 
These laws are clearly applicable to us today.  There are  many
false reports being circulated in our culture--lies about the 
relations between the sexes, about what is and is not honest, 
prejudices against various groups of people, and appeals in 
advertising and entertainment to all kinds of base instincts.  We 
must not listen to them, nor allow them to circulate among us or 
our children.  
The world's influence is like the atmosphere in which we  live--it
affects us profoundly and in many ways.  Not all is bad  and false,
but a lot of things are.  For example, no-fault divorce  laws and
the ease with which people can be remarried civilly  unconsciously
undermine our determination to make our marriages  work.  The
cultural assumptions about marriage are much weaker  than the
doctrines, and they touch our lives in many ways.  If we  are not
careful to follow the Lord, it is easy to follow the  multitude in
supporting ways of life and values that twist good  things, such as
faithfulness in marriage, into something laughable  or impractical,
and turn bad things, such as premarital sex, into  an acceptable
lifestyle. 
Sometimes the public purveyors of these false values do not  know
any better.  We may therefore excuse them personally, but we  must
not accept their views--we must not show partiality to a 
spiritually poor man in his dispute, just because he is ignorant. 
The New Church is still in a spiritual wilderness today, both 
around us and within us.  New Churchmen are very few, and our 
understanding of the kind of culture the Lord would like us to 
establish is confused and full of falsities.  The New Church is 
still in its infancy, but the Lord is taking care of it and 
providing for its growth, and He will take care of us too, if we 
let Him. 
In this sense, it is good for man to be alone, alone with the 
Lord.  In fact, the spiritual sense of the words, "And Jehovah God 
said, 'It is not good that the man should be alone,'" shows that 
really it was our idea, not the Lord's, that we should not be 
alone.  This story is the beginning of the fall of mankind, when 
people were no longer content to dwell alone under the Lord's 
guidance, but desired also to have input from self and the world-- 
to take worldly power and prosperity into account.  Jehovah God 
saw that it no longer seemed good to man to dwell alone, so He 
granted the beginning of proprium. 
To dwell alone, spiritually, means to live without evil  spirits
infesting us.  Balaam once blessed the children of Israel  in these
words, speaking of them as dwelling alone: "How shall I  curse whom
God has not cursed?  And how shall I denounce whom God  has not
denounced?  For from the top of the rocks I see him, and  from the
hills I behold him; there! a people dwelling alone, not  reckoning
itself among the nations." (Num.23:8-9)  And Moses,  prophesying
the time when all the nations would be driven out of  the land,
said, "Then Israel shall dwell in safety, the fountain  of Jacob
alone." (Dt.33:28)  
Like the Most Ancients, however, the Israelites later wanted  very
much to be among the nations--to have a king like other  nations,
to worship their gods, to follow the world.  Not to dwell  alone is
to hunger for worldly recognition and status.  We too,  under the
infestation of evil spirits, tend to look around with  envy at the
ways of the world.  By contrast, once the prophet  Elisha, in
return for a woman's kindness to him, offered to speak  on her
behalf to the king or the commander of the army; but her  answer
was, "I dwell among my own people." (2 Ki.4:13)  She was  saying
that she was content with her lot, and did not aspire to 
prominence or greater wealth.  What she really wanted was a son, 
because she was barren. 
In heaven, we are told, the best angels do not live together  in
societies, but apart, home by home and family by family.  These 
angels are more closely under the Lord's Divine guidance than 
others, who depend more on the opinion of society.  (HH 50, 189)  
It is essential for us to spend some time alone with the  Lord once
in a while, away from the distractions of other people.   Sometimes
it is necessary to get away from public pressure so that  we can
hear what the Lord is saying to us.  The Lord speaking to  us in
our conscience often speaks in a still, small voice, which  is only
audible when we have put away other commotions and  pressures.  The
Writings specifically contrast the kinds of  thoughts we have in
public with the thoughts we have in the  privacy of home, which are
our real beliefs. 
In particular, Jesus advised us, "When you pray, go into your 
room, and when you have shut your door, pray to your Father who is 
in secret; and your Father, who sees in secret, will reward you 
openly. . . Moreover, when you fast, do not be like the 
hypocrites, with a sad countenance.  For they disfigure their 
faces that they may appear to men to be fasting.  Truly, I say to 
you, they have their reward.  But you, when you fast, anoint your 
head and wash your face, so that you do not appear to men to be 
fasting, but to your Father who is in secret; and your Father, who 
sees in secret, will reward you openly." (Mt.6:6,16-18) 
The Lord Himself several times went up to a mountain to pray.  
Just before the beginning of His public ministry, He spent forty 
days alone in the wilderness.  In times of temptation, a person 
feels especially alone, as though no one else in the world could 
understand or had ever experienced this kind of grief, and as 
though God Himself were gone.  At the extremity of His temptation, 
Jesus cried out, "My God, My God, why have You abandoned Me?" 
(Matt. 27:46)  But the Writings teach that the Lord is never 
closer than in times of temptation.  He is intimately present, 
counter-balancing the attacks of the hells and preserving our 
freedom to choose as if of ourselves.  
When we win in temptation, and we realize that it was by the 
Lord's power, we feel closer to the Lord than ever before, because 
we want the Lord to be with us, and so He can dwell with us, 
bringing consolation and peace.  So the Lord told His disciples, 
on the eve of His crucifixion, "Indeed, the hour is coming, yes, 
has now come, that you will be scattered, each to his own, and 
will leave Me alone; and yet I am not alone, because the Father is 
with Me." (Jn.16:32)  "Yea, though I walk through the valley of 
the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for Thou art with me." 
(Ps.23:4)                          *   *   *   *   *

There is a bad kind of aloneness or aloofness from others, 
represented in the Word especially by Ishmael, of whom the angel 
said, "He shall be a wild-ass man, his hand against every man, and 
every man's hand against him.  And he shall dwell against the 
faces of all his brethren." (Gen.16:12)  Ishmael represents a 
state of rational truth separated from rational good, an 
inevitable state in our regeneration, in which we have learned 
truths but apply them primarily to others, rather than to 
ourselves.  In this state, we are taught, a person is "quick to 
find fault, makes no allowances, is against all, regards everyone 
as being in error, is instantly prepared to rebuke, chasten and 
punish, shows no pity, and does not apply himself or make any 
effort to redirect others' thinking." (AC 1949)  Inwardly it is 
often a defensive posture, though outwardly such a person may 
appear aggressive, because he does not yet have enough trust in 
the Lord or in other people.  He feels alone.  
Selfishness is always inwardly lonely, because it is an  attitude
that does not look toward being conjoined with others,  but only to
using others selfishly, for one's own advancement, or  even to ease
one's loneliness.  Possibly we see this in Martha's  complaint to
Jesus, that her sister Mary had left her to serve  alone.  And the
Lord taught that unless we give up a selfish life,  we will remain
alone.  We have a choice of eternal loneliness, or  the happiness
of eternal conjunction with the Lord and a useful  life of service
to and with others.  The Lord said, "Unless a  grain of wheat falls
into the ground and dies, it remains alone;  but if it dies, it
produces much grain.  He who loves his life  will lose it, and he
who hates his life in this world will keep it  for eternal life. 
If anyone serves Me, let him follow Me; and  where I am, there My
servant will be also." (Jn.12:24-26) 
States of temptation, and Ishmael states of truth apart from  good,
are necessary for us to learn that we depend on the Lord,  that we
cannot do without Him.  In this way we also learn  humility, which
prepares the way for treating others' shortcomings  with patience
and kindness as well.  We find that we are not alone  in our
failings and sorrows, both because others share these  burdens, but
mainly because the Lord Himself is with us. 
So to be alone with the Lord--to set aside time to reflect on 
where the Lord is leading us in this stage of our lives--is not at 
all contrary to an active life of charity toward the neighbor.  
Periodic self-examination with prayer to the Lord can help us 
identify areas in which we can amend and improve our life of 
charity.  It allows the Lord to teach us humility and patience.  
Reflective times with the Word allow the Lord to speak to us 
without the commotion of public pressures.  
The Lord cares more for our happiness than we can imagine.   Let us
not let the evil spirits make us discontent with the lot  the Lord
has provided us, so that we are always too busy hurrying  after the
multitude to listen to Him.  Let us cherish and use the  wonderful
truths the Lord is teaching us at His second coming, and  be
content to dwell alone with Him, home by home, family by  family,
setting our standards according to His Word.  Amen.  

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